Correspondence from the dungeon

    A while back I killed one of my toys.  It was an accident, of course, too many dildos in one pot on the stove.  Even the silicone couldn't handle rather extensive direct heat.  Whoops.  There's a fingernail-sized patch of damage.  The integrity of the toy is compromised, it's not really worth saving.  Today my gay bought me a new one.  Out of the blue, for no reason.  I can't wait to get it back!
    My sex drive has been in overdrive for the last couple weeks.  I'm spending an inordinate amount of time in the shower, trying to keep up.  So far, it's not working.  The ratio of sexual dreams to non-sexual dreams is now about 2:1.  I guess I'm playing catch up for the six months or so when sex and I just weren't on good terms.  I've been feeding my sex drive hours of sexy music every day.  I think she likes it!
    It feels so good to be in my skin right now.  I have a cuddle buddy, fantasy fodder, and a fan-fucking-tastic group of sexy friends that are looking forward to my visit.  Mmmm, sexy!

~M:-)
 

There appears to be far less kink in my life than I was anticipating at the time of creating this journal.  I'm not sure if that's good or bad.  There are some really interesting things that may or may not be going on, depending on how I'm reading things.  Which is always fun.

The sex drive is back, so I'm not so afraid of that.  The sex toy collection barely fits in the shower anymore...  This is problematic.  I haven't tried to fit it in the bitch fridge freezer yet... that will be fun!

I'm finding more health, peace and overall pleasure in simple touches.  That's very exciting.  I'm all about the... well... sex, but I forget sometimes how much we need other things.  Though it really isn't just all need, is it?  Too often I skip these parts.  My mind goes from zero to fucking with a breif pitstop at foreplay.  That's a shame and I, as a girl, should know better.  Yay for things that give you perspective when you lose it!!!!

The condom review is going to have to be a summer project.  What a good way to break in my new apartment, eh? 

There are a lot of things I really want to say, but I've just realized this isn't the forum.

Renn Fayre cometh and there shall be much carnal delight!

~M:-)

That damned black Feeldoe is still sitting in the box on my floor.  This is a very sad thing. 

Also, this is where all my kink and debauchery will be ...  adjust accordingly.

Research for my condom review starts tomorrow, one way or another.

Oh, and superhot userpic, no?


~M:-)